Feeling broken? Me too.

Wednesday, November 20th, 2019

Today I’m broken. I’m feeling a feminine that is deeply hurt. She does not feel beautiful. She feels ugly. She feels not seen. She feels she will never be enough. She feels unappreciated. She feels locked up. She feels limited. She feels deep sorrow and pain.

These feelings do not descend from my past alone. They feel bigger than me. It goes generations back. This is from our past. It’s our lives. It’s our experiences. This is how we view the world. This is how we view ourselves. This is how we treat each other. This is how we treat ourselves. ⁠

It’s our way of loving conditionally. It’s our way of being loved conditionally. It’s our way of not accepting each other. It’s our way of not being accepted. It’s our way of feeling nothing will ever be enough because we are never enough.

Today I’m broken. I’m done hiding. I’m done running. I’m exhausted. I surrender, and I will feel what needs to be felt. And I will say what needs to be said.

Go and do whatever it takes to love yourself. Feel your pain! Feel your hurt! Feel whatever needs to be felt, get it out of your body to free your beautiful heart! If you can’t do it for yourself, do it for us! Do it for our world! You think you are insignificant, you are wrong! You play an important part in this world. What you feel, we all feel. When you’re hurt, we’re all hurt. Find forgiveness, find acceptance, find love.⁠

Let’s pick up the broken pieces together and rebuild our future! Let’s create relationships that are nothing but loving, nurturing, elevating, accepting, and supportive. ⁠

Let’s love again! Full heartedly! Unconditionally!

Much love,